First Day.

I have to accept the fact that he is now really far away from me. I don't really know my exact feeling now but I guess it is just too hard for me to just close my eyes and pretend that everything is just fine and ordinary. Being too far from where he stands to a place where I am now is quite challenging. Hoho. Enough. So, nobody will call me up for Subuh prayer and I will have to call nobody for Subuh prayer neither. I guess it is time for me to depend back on my phone's alarm. Ya Allah, please take a very good care of him and his family. And please make tomorrow and the next after tomorrow and the next after the next tomorrow and for the rest days peace and calm for me. Amin.